As mentioned before, my name's Elkcip. I found out about Neocities almost a year ago now and thought it would be fun to learn HTML and have my own website. I was correct!! ^_^ I genuinely enjoy making this website so much; even if I'm not yet the best at coding and the appearance of the site leaves much to be desired
I'm the kind of person who finds most things interesting, this can be a good thing since it means I usually share at least one interest in common with another person, but it also means I can struggle to find people with whom I feel I can speak freely without them becoming confused. This and the fact that I get drained easily by social interaction means that I often come off as cold and reclusive irl and even online sometimes lol. Regardless, I'm glad you found my site curious enough that you read this section of it ^_^ and I'm happy to have you here :3
Little Blog
31.05.26 wrote a new page. It's scuffed but i wanted to get it up anyway lol
21.05.25 reading philosophical works outside of the original language it was written in always makes me feel like i'm missing out // i've been listening to loads of nightcore again recently ^_^
14.05.26 i finished the coursework. not well. i've been thinking about the liking gap. i know neither myself nor others. i think we all feel inhuman and pretend to be
12.05.26 courseworks due tomorrow.... i'm done for. i don't know what to do, or how to do it. I'm no writer, it's all too confusing, far too many thoughts fly through my mind at the same time. it's not presentable. the other one is just in no way finished. my teacher seemed to think my plan may have been written by ai. i detest ai. i would rather shoot myself than use it. unless it actually ever qualified as truly conscious, in which case i still wouldn't want to use it out of guilt towards it rather than the environment etc. such is life
29.04.26 had a dream my girlfriend and I went to the pygmy capybara princesses castle to make out, but we couldnt find a private space even though the place was closed. also her hair was slightly longer and dyed blue
28.04.26 exam tomorrow. wish me luck ;-;- i hope i sleep well tonight
27.04.26 studying. i'm like a chainsmoker but for incense. i wonder if its bad for your lungs
25.04.26 hikkikomoris are kind of impressive, i find at a certain point my brain just says no more screens and i feel physically sick when on them. such dedication to a single screen is something beyond me. maybe thats why i'm so bad at coding
24.04.26 I always find myself wishing I was better at expressing my thoughts, I really admire people with full on diaries and fascinating essays on all kinds of topics. I should probably start practicing that kind of thing... if i did i'd probably get much better grades in English. Also, i'm planning on making a webpage on Nekoweb for my graphics course, I'll include the essay I wrote for that there and everything!! But thats definately a thing for after my current exams since I'll probably need to learn css animations and javascript for it. My theme for the course is consumerism so i'm hoping to make the site quite moody and have lots of irritating ads and pop ups yk? that kind of thing.
16.04.26 studying could be going better... but i made a ship page for Mizael and Kaito from yugioh zexal :3 i'd been wanting to make a ship page for a while, and it was quite pleasing seeing it come together. I'd like to think my coding's improved since I started the site ^_^ it's so fun!
30.03.26 my exams are coming up now ;-; wish me luck i guess. I really meed to study more but i've been playing too much Dappervolk its so fun ahhhhh >_< if you play it too my username there is Ekohcitra :3 feel free to chat!
07.12.25 schools started again so i've been hella offline with respect to the indie web, getting instagram can't have helped either ;-; but its a social thing yk? Yeah school isn't exactly going great but I Shall Persevere >:1 i can do this :3
01.09.25 went to a festival recently! it rained loads but the music was particularly good. i liked listening to the music in the cider tent the most. each time i go to write in this i don't have anything to say, but when i can't write in it i think of lots of things to talk about its so irritating >_<
20.08.25 i went to a party recently, it was so fun!!! i made a few new friends. i was initally a bit worried because i only knew the host but everyone was so lovely. i hope life continues to be this fun :3
12.08.25 drew the mascot for the site yesterday, its just a sketch so may change. shorter hair maybe? and obvs a more refined drawing in general will make her look much better. i don't have the energy rn though :b.
11.08.25 not much to say these days really. I'm playing Shining Nikki less and less which I feel a little bad about because it got me through some fairly bland times. I'm trying to get my sister into neocities because she writes a lot of poetry and I honestly think she would gain more from it than I do lmao
02.08.25 played Hammerhead High it was so funny ^^ but i wish it was longer! it only took about 20mins
29.7.25 updated the links page finally. i've been eating way too many mint aeros recently; they're so yummy :p . Feeling good, i've been more sociable recently and I feel less panicked when sitting in the same place for too long
28.7.25 blog is now up! Life is good now that I have the time to do as I please and I feel the strongest I've felt for a while. I'm like Horace if Horace stayed inside all day. No ancient holm oaks for me :(